{"id":86149,"date":"2010-10-30T14:19:54","date_gmt":"2010-10-30T14:19:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.feminissima.de\/?p=86149"},"modified":"2010-10-30T14:19:54","modified_gmt":"2010-10-30T14:19:54","slug":"manchmal-ex-live-text","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/feminissima.de\/index.php\/2010\/10\/30\/manchmal-ex-live-text\/","title":{"rendered":"..manchmal..\/ex-live-Text"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>bitte sehr:<br \/><b>Die FR\u00dcHSCHICHT ( 4 Uhr )warnt:<br \/> &#8211; k\u00f6nnte ein bissi melancholisch sein &#8211; <br \/>kannst Du ja \u00fcberspringen!<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>last update 02 Uhr 50 in Berlin &#8211; willkommen!<\/p>\n<p>__________________<\/p>\n<p>\n3.166.796.<br \/>heute: 220 &#8211; <\/p>\n<p>\n01 Uhr 45 &#8211; <\/p>\n<p><b>kleine Nachtgedanken:<\/p>\n<p>Manchmal wei\u00df die eine Hand nicht, <br \/>was die andere tut!<\/p>\n<p>So geschah es am hellen Mittag. <\/p>\n<p>Die rechte Hand go\u00df hei\u00dfes Wasser aus, <br \/>kochendes Wasser, <br \/>und die linke Hand fasste hinein.<\/p>\n<p>In das kochende Wasser. <\/p>\n<p>Aufschrei.<br \/>Schmerz.<br \/>Bewu\u00dftwerdung. <br \/>Schnelles, vieles kaltes Wasser \u00fcber die <br \/>unbewu\u00dft verbrannte Hand. <br \/>Nun wird alles versucht, <br \/>den Schmerz und das Resultat von Unbedachtheit, <br \/>von Zerstreutheit,<br \/>zu lindern, <br \/>aber die Hand ist verbrannt. <br \/>Und eigentlich brennt sie noch immer. <br \/>Das Innere der Handfl\u00e4che.<br \/>Like the panel of your being. <\/p>\n<p>Warum &#8211; ist der Mensch &#8211; <br \/>so oft &#8211; <br \/>unbedacht&#8230;?<\/p>\n<p>Und es ist erst sein K\u00f6rper &#8211;<\/p>\n<p>der ihm das Bewu\u00dftsein zur\u00fcckgibt?<\/p>\n<p>Zu sp\u00e4t?<\/p>\n<p>Brandspuren.<br \/>Des Seins. <br \/>Lernen wir dazu&#8230;???<br \/>Wo hinterl\u00e4sst du selbst Brandspuren&#8230;??<br \/>Spuren von Brand.<br \/>You still feel the heat. <br \/>And the pain.<br \/>In vain.<br \/>Et les oiseaux de nuit<br \/>chantent une chanson<br \/>inconnue,<br \/>les chiffres nicht <br \/>dechiffrierbar.<\/p>\n<p>Die Trauer tr\u00e4gt ein<br \/> schlurfendes Gewand.<\/p>\n<p>Visionen von Grau &#8211; <br \/>Sack und Asche?<br \/>Auf Dein Haupt?<\/p>\n<p>Doch bl\u00fchen auch wieder schilfgr\u00fcne<br \/> Bilder auf. <br \/>Katatymes Bildempfinden&#8230;?<br \/>Bild-Erleben?<\/p>\n<p>Das Schilf legt sich heilend<br \/>auf deine Seelenhaut.<\/p>\n<p>Schilfgr\u00fcn.<br \/>Und Eidechsengelb.<br \/>Die Eidechse. <br \/>Das Fabelwesen des Gl\u00fccks.<br \/>Mit seinen Streifen. <br \/>Das Gl\u00fcck und die Trauer &#8211; <br \/>die Trauer und das Gl\u00fcck &#8211; <\/p>\n<p>wie ist der Zusammenhang ihrer Verwandtschaft?<br \/>Und wie br\u00fcchig &#8211; ist sie &#8230;<br \/>diese Verwandtschaft?<\/p>\n<p>Die alten Chinesen verweisen darauf &#8211; <br \/>beides entspringt derselben Quelle. <\/p>\n<p>Dar\u00fcber mu\u00df man nachdenken. <br \/>Und sie sagen auch:<\/p>\n<p>&#8222;Wenn die T\u00fcr offen ist, <br \/>hindert dich niemand daran, <br \/>hinaus zu gehen. <br \/>Au\u00dfer du selbst.<br \/>Bleibst stehen. <br \/>Vor der offenen T\u00fcr. <br \/> Oder schlie\u00dft sie wieder. <br \/>Von innen. <br \/>Verriegelst sie. <br \/>Weil Du dein Gef\u00e4ngnis <br \/>&#8230;liebst&#8230;.?&#8220;<\/p>\n<p>Oder weil Du Angst hast,<br \/>vor der Weite der Freiheit, <br \/>die sich vor Dir ausbreiten k\u00f6nnte?<\/p>\n<p>Warum?<\/p>\n<p>Just try!<\/p>\n<p>&#8222;Try a little bit harder&#8220; &#8211; (singt sich Janis Joplin die Seele aus dem Leib &#8211; ).<\/p>\n<p>Nicht immer bringt es was .<br \/>Noch ein bisschen harder zu probieren. <\/p>\n<p>Wenn der Mut fehlt&#8230;???<\/p>\n<p>Alles oder Nichts?<br \/>Und was ist dazwischen?<\/p>\n<p>Stets &#8211; kochendhei\u00df  &#8211; oder  &#8211; <br \/>Eis?<\/p>\n<p>No risk no fun? <\/p>\n<p>K\u00fcrzlich  in einer Reportage der aufhorchen lassende Satz,<br \/>eines Chefarztes:<\/p>\n<p>&#8222;Der Mensch besteht nicht nur aus<br \/> einzelnen Organen.<br \/>Er ist eine Ganzheit.&#8220;<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcber die Seele spricht man nicht. <\/p>\n<p>Sie hat zu funktionieren.<br \/>Nach welchen Gesetzen?<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>bitte sehr:<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[29],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-86149","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-shortstories","entry"],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v21.0 - 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